Love-Stories » My First Love by: Tony4mega(m) .:. Mon, 17 Feb, 2020 - 11:11:43:pm GMT

This is a story about the first year of my relationship with the girl I love.

I suppose it starts back in July 2014. She was dating my best friend at the time, they were in a relationship for a few weeks and it ended on bad terms. While they were dating I had only seen her one time, I didn't really say much to her as I am a very shy and socially awkward person. I think I managed to get a few hellos out but nothing more than that.

The next time I met her was on the 31st of October. To be honest I don't really remember that night much since I was black out drunk for the majority of it. By that time things seemed to be ok between her and my friend and that's how I started talking to her more.

In late November we were all talking in group chats, online I am a lot less awkward and am able to talk to other people, so this was a great way for me to start talking to her.

As I started to become more friendly with her I started to realise that she's not how my best friend made her out to be at all.

We started to hang out more, and the more time I spent with her the closer I felt to her. There are quite a few people in our friends group, I couldn't quite explain why. But I felt like I had some sort of bond with her, like I could connect with her in a way that I couldn't with the other people. Usually I hate it when people hug me, but when she did it always felt warm and comforting.

Where our relationship progressed was on new years eve, I had one of my depressive episodes and ended up leaving all of the group chats I was in. At the time I just felt really lonely, as if I'm destined to never be happy.

She ended up private messaging me, asking what was wrong and why I was feeling like that. There's only a few people that know how much of a shit show my childhood was, I felt comfortable with talking about it with her. And she seemed to have the perfect response to everything. After a while I felt a little better about myself and I will never forget some of the things that she said to me that night.

**Let love lead**

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Re: My First Love by: Kessiana(f) .:. Thu, 21 May, 2020 - 12:47:28:pm GMT

This is really a good story. Same thing happened to me and people Started saying things like it's wrong for me to date my ex best friend and all.but I don't see the reason why. We should always be with people that make us happy and anyone who understand us at another a level no one else does. Even if people see or look at us like we nothing we should always remember that we all have a better half somewhere. All we have to do is wait, pray and be patient and we will find them let love lead

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